What A New Year!!!

Hey there Life Charmers!!!

I am SO sorry about not posting in such a long time. I thought that being out of school would give me more free time. I was wrong. lol

To make up for my lack of posts, this post will be VERY long, and full of emotion and excitement and even terror.

So, without further ado, grab a cookie, and get prepared for an adventure!! :D

This new year has been incredible. Its only been three full days and I've been having the time of my life. Both good and bad. In addition to getting SO many clients for readings, my days were filled with excitement and wonder. :D So, this is what happened. :))

Day 1: So, I went to Tennessee to see my family for New Years. I missed Christmas with them, and my brother and his wife and their baby are the most important people in my life, with my mom of course, so I had to see them. We'll we've never all been drunk together, so we partied. haha And her friends were over, and bless one girl's heart, I had my eyes on her man. haha I didn't do anything, of course, just kinda umm... Wanted to help him out of his clothes. haha. ANYWAY!!! :D So, my first day of the new year was spent with the morning being partied out, then partied down, then hung over. lol THEN, I got to talk to my mom, which was great, and I got ready and drove the six hours back to my house. I had to stop and take an hour nap on the way though. Now, a little back history, I had been talking to a good friend of mine during my drunken days, and we had decided to hang out. And I was excited, but I didn't figure anything would happen because, even though I flirted my ass off, he didn't seem extremely interested. Like, it was nice to have a guy that didn't think I was completely insane because of the psychic stuff, but still, this guy is amazing. haha Anyway, so I came home a day early to hang out with him. Now, during my hour nap, I had some dream that included him, and when I woke up, I was on cloud nine. I had no idea what had happened, but I didn't care. All I knew was that there was nothing I wanted more than to experience that again. I got home, and went to bed happy after a few texts from him. :))

Day 2: I got up, took my cat to the shelter because I couldn't be home with him as much as he needed and he deserved a good home, and went to get my phone upgraded. Got an AWESOME phone, and talked to him all day long (as had gotten to be habit over the past few days). Then, we met at subway, got some food, went home and started watching Wanda Sykes. Cuz she's amazing. :)) Later we started drinking and talking about everything and anything. I gave him a drunk reading (and did FAR better than I ever expected) and I slowly got closer and closer to him. Now, about psychics. We are energy workers. Some of us limit the energy work to what we see, but I'm a big feeler. I can feel everything. I feel colors, sounds, everything. And,, especially when I'm drunk, I am HIGHLY sensitive to touch. I can feel the energy of the other person running through my own. And, he seemed to be onto this. And he continuously touched my hands and arms. And, I waited and waited and waited for him to kiss me. Then, I got tired of waiting. :D And I kissed him. Boy did I kiss him. And it was as if everything centered inside. And there was only one thing that mattered. Those soft lips. I won't go into all the details, but we kept kissing and talking and kissing and talking. And that night was THE most amazing night I have ever had. Like, I know I sound like a little kid. But, seriously, it was amazing. I hope that his words weren't just drunk talk, but hey, if they were, they struck home and made me feel like I was the only person in the world that mattered. And he was the only one that mattered to me. My life doesn't exactly rock, and I'm usually depressed, just slapping on a smile for the day and going about my business. But nothing mattered that night but him. He just took it all away. I mean, it could have been the alcohol, but still, either way, it was amazing, and I wish I could have that night every night for the rest of my life. But, anyway. haha Like, I'm not stupid. And I'm not all head over heels. Granted, I'm well on my way, but I've been hurt before, and I know how easy it is to assume things when you want them to be true. I'm cool with just staying friends. I am fine with just smiling and texting him. But, dear god, that boy is going to make someone SO freaking happy one day, and its the kinda happy I want. haha Anyway, so yeah... Freaking amazing. But, I'm keeping my feelings under control and such. Like I said, I'm not stupid. And I'm not gonna fall without a floor to catch me. Been there, done that, never again. I want someone who wants nothing more than to make me happy, ya know? *sigh* anyway. Okay, next day! haha

Day 3: I woke up to him, happily cuddling. He had to go to work and that blasted alarm kept interrupting what I assumed to be a dream full of kisses and cuddles. :D And, the best part, when he was leaving, he just walked up and wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. I want to cry just thinking about it. haha Idk, maybe i'm just a silly little school-girl. Lol. Anyway, so he left and I went about my day smiling brighter than I've smiled in years. Then, I had class and did two readings and they both went wonderfully, and I loved it, so I came into work still on cloud nine. Well, that would end soon. There is a regular at the hotel. I've seen him plenty off times before, we've talked about all kinds of stuff, I thought he was just a cool guest with an affinity for the strip club (he goes every night he stays here). Well, he got back and everything and he walked by saying what I thought was "Night baby." But, I knew he was supposed to be straight so I just figured I'd heard wrong. Like, he's looked at me before. Most guys do. And that's not me being vain, its just me being honest. I'm not gorgeous, but I'm far from ugly, and I have an ass from the gods, so they look. haha Anyway, a little while went by and he called down asking for the password to the wifi. I gave it to him, and he said thank you and I hung up. He called back shortly afterwards. Said his wifi wasn't connecting and asked if I'd come up and fix it. I've had this happen many times. I figured he was just too drunk to hit the right keys (I have had this happen six times in the year I've worked here. Every time they just couldn't hit the right keys). Well, I say yes and walk towards the elevator and get this horrible nervous feeling. So, I do what I've done a few times when I felt worried about an encounter. Usually, I do it when a guest is drunk and angry, but I've done it before when I was afraid I wouldn't come back down from the room. I was sexually assaulted when I was younger, and I'll be damned if it happens again. Well, I get up there and he's in his underwear, and asks me to come get him on the internet. (Again, them being in their underwear is a normal thing. Guys are usually just too lazy to get dressed.) So I sign on and while I'm doing so, he tells me that he's trying to look up porn. I laugh and say okay, and he touches his underwear a few times. Then, after he's signed on, he asks if I'll help him find porn. And I'm like "Just go to google or something, I need to go back downstairs." Then, he proceeds to tell me that I'm hot, exposes himself and asks if I'll watch him...... I was like "No!! Sorry,, but no. I have to go." and he's like yeah, go ahead, and I leave. WHAT THE F*(K?!?! Seriously? So I spend the next few hours shaking and unable to stop jumping everytime the phone rings.

Day 4: Is today. :)

So, yeah. If this year is as exciting as the first three days have been, I don't know what I'm going to do.


I hope that you guys are having a great new year and had an excellent holiday season! I'm going to be telling my boss about this tomorrow. Wish me luck that this guy doesn't come shoot me for getting him banned from the hotel. I recorded the conversation and emailed it to myself for proof. But, now that I thought about last night again (well, night before last technically), I'm doing a bit better. ha :))

Love you guys!
Davy

Video Coming Soon!!

Hey there Life Charmers!

How is everyone?

Well I wanted to let you guys know why I wasn't posting very much. I have been working a lot, but I've been coming up with ideas for videos to post. I would like to put a couple videos up introducing myself and talking about various topics.

I know there aren't very many of you, but if there are any topics you would like for me to discuss, please let me know. I know you don't know much about me, but I'm well-versed in the supernatural and "new age" styled topics. :D


On another note, I wanted to talk about another topic today.

There is something that has been going on in my life for a few years. Things are difficult and times are hard. I have not been able to see my mother in over a year. This is due to someone making an irrational and exaggerated decision and banning me from the facility she is housed in. Now, about six months ago I inquired about changing the ban. I was polite and respectful and didn't say a cross word. That did not work. So, here I am, six months later, approaching the second Christmas without seeing my mother. Needless to say, I am not a happy camper. So, I wanted to talk about how there is a time to be nice, and then there comes a time to stand up and raise hell if you have to. This is one of those times for me.

Do not be afraid to stand up for yourself and demand change. This world is yours as much as it is anyone else's. Demand your space and stand up for your rights. If you don't, no one will.

Lots of love to you guys!
Davy

My Chakradance Experience!

Hello there Life Charmers!!

How is everyone? Oh come on, I know a few of you want to at least say hello! No? Not even 1? Well, no one gets a cookie! :P

Sorry, I was having a moment. ha

Okay, so day before yesterday, Saturday, I received my Chakradance order. I wasn't able to use it until yesterday (Domingo--That's right b*t(hes, I'm bilingual! haha), and let me say O.M.G! Haha. It was a very interesting and powerful experience.

Now, I'm not one to say that. Like, if something is cool, its cool. But, this was amazing.

First off, let me tell you a little about Chakradancing. Above, I gave a link to the site, but just a quick summary, its about dancing into your chakras and releasing and channeling the energy through dance. There is no right or wrong way to do it. And, to be honest, when you first start dancing, you're gonna feel like an idiot. Like, an actual idiot. (Idiot: A person of profound mental retardation having a mental age below three years and generally being unable to learn connected speech or guard against common dangers.) You'll understand once I explain.

To Chakradance, you cut off all the lights in the room you are dancing in, and you light a single candle and turn on the disc. You close your eyes and just let go. You allow your body to start dancing however feels right. You kinda just dance like a looney toon. LOL But, dear lord, it works! You get a work out, and you actually get into it and before you know it, you're doing the things you're supposed to without having to be told.

At the beginning of each track, they talk and set up a visual scenario, and tell you which chakra you're focusing on, and then a few seconds go by (during which you are dancing) and they tell you a little bit about how to dance (with your legs, your hips, etc.) And, by the fourth track, my body was already reacting the way it was supposed to without them saying so. I started dancing with my hands and arms primarily, and a few seconds later they say "You're dancing with your arms and hands." and I'm like, yes, yes I am! haha

Once I got to the throat chakra, I was really friggin into it. haha (and drenched in sweat! haha WHAT a workout!!) And there's a moment when they say to listen to your own voice, so I did, and it was amazing! I actually heard the voice of my soul! It was beautiful! And, of course, I wanted to hear it again, and so I told myself to listen to myself. Well, I did, and I didn't have the experience I expected. ha I heard my own frequency. And dear jeebus!! I am frickin high-pitched! haha It hurt, I was so loud!

When I finished, I could feel my energy running through my seven chakras and out through my feet and crown. I've never felt that before. It was amazing. :D

Anyway, I just wanted to share my experience!

Have a fabulous week!

Lots of love and light!
Davy

My Rant for the Week!

Hey there Life Charmers!

How are you today?

I am terrific, but I wanted to rant about a few things. :)

The major thing I want to rant about is the stupidity of religious people who have these idiotic opinions about gay people.
I mean seriously. This thought was brought about by the pastor in North Carolina, Pastor Worley, who said in one of his sermons that gay people should be fenced in and left to die. >>>>>Here<<<<< is a link to the article that I read about it. LOVE her, btw.
So, as she said, instead of getting mad or shocked about this, I literally fell out laughing after reading this. Like, seriously? This is why Christians get such a bad rep. Well, one of the reasons. But, seriously, why would any sane Christian allow this man to represent them? WHY? Maybe they just weren't aware how stupid he is. Maybe they were... Who knows? Anyway...
So, in addition to this, there was a picture of a woman who said that she believed what the pastor said, and that the gays should be isolated and "prevent them from reproducing"................................Really?

I think I'll cut that off right there. Anyone who thinks that two men or two women can reproduce does not deserve the thought I would waste explaining what is wrong with that statement.

ANYWAY! lol

I also wanna do a little rant about finals. This week is the week of my semester finals at my college. And I am not sure how I will survive through the end of them. Seriously. Do you know how much studying I am going to have to do for these things? Of course you don't, you're not in my classes. XD But, its a lot!!! lol I have Spanish 2, Ethics, Western Civilization 2, and American Literature 2. Am. Lit 2 doesn't bother me. If I weren't a psychology major, I would be an English major. I love English. lol BUT, Spanish is a different story. I can understand the structure of the sentences. I can understand the grammar. But, for some reason, I CANNOT LEARN THE WORDS!!! Like, seriously, I know tener. That's about it. lol It is awful. :( It makes me sad. So, I'm going to continue with my rant! :D
Like, why do we have to have finals? Don't answer that, I'm not stupid, I know why we have to have finals, I was just being a child for a moment. Its over now. Thank you. :)

OH! That reminds me about the >>>>>Daughter Responds Video<<<<< that I watched the other day. Now, I want to first off say that this video is not of the real daughter. This is some girl pretending to be the daughter of >>>>>The Father Who Shot His Daughter's Laptop<<<<< and its ridiculous. Like, when I watched the girl's response, I was like, ya know, if this is true, she's a little bit dramatic, but I think she has a right to do this. BUT, almost all the way through the video, she gets stupid. The whole crap about parents being jealous because they can't do what kids can do. That's ridiculous. And the crap she said was really stupid. Then I watched the dad's video and wanted to say bravo! I mean, yes, redneck parenting, but still! Good redneck parenting. Shooting the laptop is a little over-dramatic, but still. This girl was being a spoiled little brat (which I think is the parent's fault because they didn't raise her to appreciate what she has, but still) and he set her straight. The thing is that he is PISSED.. You can really tell when he starts stuttering (obviously a problem he had corrected, but when in high-stress situations, the stuttering comes back). But, yeah, go dad! ha (And I think he's kinda cute for an old redneck. tehe. :))

That brings me to another rant topic. Children: WTF is going through your minds?! Who the heck do you think you are?! Seriously, regardless of the parent, you are here because of them. They raise you, they provide shelter for you, they feed you, they cloth you, they take care of you. When you were a baby, they cleaned up your shit and didn't throw you down a set of stairs when you peed in their faces! (Attempted joke, do NOT go throwing babies down stairs!) But, seriously. Do you know how frickin lucky you are?! There are homeless people all over the world, and you have an Iphone (which I don't even have because I couldn't afford it), you don't have to pay bills, you have computers, most of you have freakin cars that your parents bought you, and you aren't missing anything that you need. You don't go without food or water. You have plenty of time to sleep and get your rest. You can do whatever you want (within reason). STOP BEING LITTLE BRATS!!! And to all the girls posting pictures of themselves half-naked allover the internet: Honey, get some self-respect. If that attracts him, he's not worth keeping. *sigh* I'm going to stop now before I actually get angry.

Okay I have plenty more to rant about, but I'll stop for now.

Thank you for dealing with my ranting! I love you guys! (all 7 of you!)

Love and light!
Davy

The Bogeyman

Goodmorning/evening Life Charmers!

Today's post is a little darker and sadder than my usual posts. I try to emit positivity and vibrance, but sometimes I get down and don't feel too positive. ha Well, recently I had one of those days, and the thought of writing blog post about it came to me. So, I promised myself that I would. And here I am doing so. Sooo, without further ado, let's begin.

The Bogeyman is a character/creature that we associate with nightmares and terror. It is a dark being that adults use to scare children into doing what they are supposed to. So, what if the bogeyman became real? What if he was real to you? He was to me. Not necessarily as described or thought of in the usual way, but everything he was meant to be: frightening, haunting, terrifying, etc. So, this is my letter to my bogeyman.

Dear Bogeyman,

You were the monster under my bed. You were the fear in the dark. Everywhere I went, I was afraid you would find me. Everyone I saw, I questioned "Does he know them? Are they watching me for him?" Every time I was happy, your daunting image flashed into my mind and I was once again fearful. I tried to disown you. I tried to deny your existence. I tried to repress those memories. I became so used to those dreams, so accustomed to seeing your face in my nightmares, hearing your words. I don't dream anymore. Not good dreams. Not really. Everything is tainted. Every time I sleep, I wake periodically from a nightmare. However,  I no longer scream. I don't cry out. I don't even shake or shiver. I just roll over and go back to sleep, moving on to the next time I'll see your grimaces. Every time I couldn't find momma, I thought of you. Thought you'd had something done with her. Every time I couldn't find my brother, I thought you'd found him, kidnapped him forever. Every car I saw slow around the driveway, every car I saw pulled up to the house when I got off the bus in the afternoon, I thought belonged to you. I'd run to my room, or sneak around to the back door. Anything to avoid you. I remember the nights my brother and I cried, asking why we had to do it. I remember the nights I cried. The nights I asked why, when you whispered nightmarish things to me. But now, I'm older. Now, I see you for what you are. I've seen your tears, your pitiful attempts at manipulation. I'm not 3 anymore, nor am I 8. I'm not a little kid, and I'm no longer a teenager. Your words, your ice-cold caress, none of it means anything. I see you for the pitiful little shadow that you are, hiding in the corner and playing with the lights. I see the silly little faces you make, trying for my pity, longing for my affection, searching for that grip around my neck. But, its not there, is it? No longer can you touch me. You're a pitiful little storybook horror, and now I see you. I see you for everything that you are, and I no longer fear you. The only place you have any dark power is in my dreams. And I no longer scream. I just roll over and go back to sleep...

Honestly,

Your son.

Question Game!!!

Hey there Life Charmers! How's it goin?

Okay, so, as promised, I'm going to post a few questions that I think are good for the question game. Don't know what the question game is? Well, when you're texting a guy/girl you like and you want a way to flirt that isn't outright obvious, or you want to be slick with your sexual questions, you ask eachother random questions. You can either ask them a question, have them answer and move on or ask a question, have them answer, and respond with your answer and move on to the next question.

Anyway, so as I mentioned in a past post, I was looking for questions to ask when playing the question game and I found these awful questions that were useless, boring, or just flat out dirty!

Sooo, here are a few of my own questions.

Favorite color/food/tv show/article of clothing/etc.? (favorite anything is always a good question)

Hobbies?

Last book you read?

Last meal you ate?

Favorite thing to do by yourself?

Best friend's name?

Longest relationship?

Ideal relationship?

What do you look for in a guy/girl?

First pet?

Biggest fear?

Who is your favorite family member?

Any siblings?

What's something you've never told anyone? (can be silly or serious)

Attribute that you're most proud of? (physical or non)

Thing you dislike the most about yourself?

What's the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you?

Best memory?

Guilty pleasures?

Worst date ever?

Ideal date?

(Any best/worst is really useful, because it lets you know what they dislike/like.)

(For gays) When did you come out? Was your family supportive?



Annnnnddd that's all I can think of right now. Comment if you'd like more!! :D

Hope everyone has a fantastic Thanksgiving!!!

Lots of love and light!

Davy

Thanksgiving Post!!!

Hey there Life Charmers!

How is everyone this week? Good, I hope.

I won't be able to post over the Thanksgiving Holiday, so I figured I'd go ahead and post my "Thankful" blog.

This post will be about all of the things I'm thankful for in my life. I'll just do 20. :D So, let the gratitude begin!!

First and foremost, I'm thankful for my mother. She is, by far, the most amazing mother in the world, and I would not trade a moment with her for anything in existence.

Second, I am thankful for my loving brother. Without him, I would not know what its like to be so annoyed and so loved by someone at the same time. haha

Third, my nephew, Dominic. Because he is going to be SO spoiled at uncle Davy's!!! :D

Fourth, my grandmother, who, crazy as she may be, is always there for me.

Fifth, my aunt. Not many people have the blessing of being able to grow up with their aunt. Being four years apart, we're almost like siblings.

Sixth, I am thankful for all of my WONDERFUL friends!!! I'd mention them all, but I don't want to name them without their permission. But seriously, I have freaking wonderful friends.

Seventh, I am so thankful for Debra Katz and everything that she has done for me and all of the wonderful things that she has taught me and is teaching me, along with thousands of others!!

Eight, I am thankful for the wonderful people on Seventhsight.org. I know they don't talk much, but they are seriously such sweethearts!

Ninth, I am thankful for my exes. Without them, I wouldn't know what I don't want in a relationship. Specifically, my most recent ex. Without him, I wouldn't feel beautiful.

Tenth, I am thankful for my spirit guides. Seriously, this should have been at the top of my list, but this list isn't necessarily in order of importance, so its okay. I wouldn't be where I am today without their help and loving guidance.

Eleventh, I am thankful for my teachers for bestowing upon me all of the wonderful things they have taught me. Teachers are SO under-recognized.

Twelfth, I am thankful for the rest of my family. I wouldn't be comfortable being myself if it weren't for all of you.

Thirteenth, I am thankful for social sites, because I would be SO bored at work without them.

Fourteenth, I am thankful for all of the people who make fun of me and made fun of me. You made me stronger than you could ever comprehend.

Fifteenth, I am SO thankful for all of you who read this blog. (all five of you. haha I kid, I kid.) Seriously, thank you for taking the time to read my ramblings.

Sixteenth, I am thankful for snack food (Specifically, cookies!!!). Without it, I would be skinny. haha

Seventeenth, I am thankful for the creator. You have created a marvelous existence.

Eighteenth, I am thankful for my intellect. Seriously, whoever gave me this, you have no idea the wonderful gift you gave me.

Nineteenth, this one is incredibly vain, but I am thankful for my beauty. Both inside and without. I am not the most gorgeous person in the world, but I am FAR from ugly. Baby, I look good. haha Or so I think. haha And I am very thankful for this, because I didn't always believe it.

Twentieth, I am thankful for the future. It makes me happy to know that there is no limit to the possibilities!! :D

I hope you all find something to be thankful for this holiday!!

Lots of love and light!!

Davy