What A New Year!!!

Hey there Life Charmers!!!

I am SO sorry about not posting in such a long time. I thought that being out of school would give me more free time. I was wrong. lol

To make up for my lack of posts, this post will be VERY long, and full of emotion and excitement and even terror.

So, without further ado, grab a cookie, and get prepared for an adventure!! :D

This new year has been incredible. Its only been three full days and I've been having the time of my life. Both good and bad. In addition to getting SO many clients for readings, my days were filled with excitement and wonder. :D So, this is what happened. :))

Day 1: So, I went to Tennessee to see my family for New Years. I missed Christmas with them, and my brother and his wife and their baby are the most important people in my life, with my mom of course, so I had to see them. We'll we've never all been drunk together, so we partied. haha And her friends were over, and bless one girl's heart, I had my eyes on her man. haha I didn't do anything, of course, just kinda umm... Wanted to help him out of his clothes. haha. ANYWAY!!! :D So, my first day of the new year was spent with the morning being partied out, then partied down, then hung over. lol THEN, I got to talk to my mom, which was great, and I got ready and drove the six hours back to my house. I had to stop and take an hour nap on the way though. Now, a little back history, I had been talking to a good friend of mine during my drunken days, and we had decided to hang out. And I was excited, but I didn't figure anything would happen because, even though I flirted my ass off, he didn't seem extremely interested. Like, it was nice to have a guy that didn't think I was completely insane because of the psychic stuff, but still, this guy is amazing. haha Anyway, so I came home a day early to hang out with him. Now, during my hour nap, I had some dream that included him, and when I woke up, I was on cloud nine. I had no idea what had happened, but I didn't care. All I knew was that there was nothing I wanted more than to experience that again. I got home, and went to bed happy after a few texts from him. :))

Day 2: I got up, took my cat to the shelter because I couldn't be home with him as much as he needed and he deserved a good home, and went to get my phone upgraded. Got an AWESOME phone, and talked to him all day long (as had gotten to be habit over the past few days). Then, we met at subway, got some food, went home and started watching Wanda Sykes. Cuz she's amazing. :)) Later we started drinking and talking about everything and anything. I gave him a drunk reading (and did FAR better than I ever expected) and I slowly got closer and closer to him. Now, about psychics. We are energy workers. Some of us limit the energy work to what we see, but I'm a big feeler. I can feel everything. I feel colors, sounds, everything. And,, especially when I'm drunk, I am HIGHLY sensitive to touch. I can feel the energy of the other person running through my own. And, he seemed to be onto this. And he continuously touched my hands and arms. And, I waited and waited and waited for him to kiss me. Then, I got tired of waiting. :D And I kissed him. Boy did I kiss him. And it was as if everything centered inside. And there was only one thing that mattered. Those soft lips. I won't go into all the details, but we kept kissing and talking and kissing and talking. And that night was THE most amazing night I have ever had. Like, I know I sound like a little kid. But, seriously, it was amazing. I hope that his words weren't just drunk talk, but hey, if they were, they struck home and made me feel like I was the only person in the world that mattered. And he was the only one that mattered to me. My life doesn't exactly rock, and I'm usually depressed, just slapping on a smile for the day and going about my business. But nothing mattered that night but him. He just took it all away. I mean, it could have been the alcohol, but still, either way, it was amazing, and I wish I could have that night every night for the rest of my life. But, anyway. haha Like, I'm not stupid. And I'm not all head over heels. Granted, I'm well on my way, but I've been hurt before, and I know how easy it is to assume things when you want them to be true. I'm cool with just staying friends. I am fine with just smiling and texting him. But, dear god, that boy is going to make someone SO freaking happy one day, and its the kinda happy I want. haha Anyway, so yeah... Freaking amazing. But, I'm keeping my feelings under control and such. Like I said, I'm not stupid. And I'm not gonna fall without a floor to catch me. Been there, done that, never again. I want someone who wants nothing more than to make me happy, ya know? *sigh* anyway. Okay, next day! haha

Day 3: I woke up to him, happily cuddling. He had to go to work and that blasted alarm kept interrupting what I assumed to be a dream full of kisses and cuddles. :D And, the best part, when he was leaving, he just walked up and wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. I want to cry just thinking about it. haha Idk, maybe i'm just a silly little school-girl. Lol. Anyway, so he left and I went about my day smiling brighter than I've smiled in years. Then, I had class and did two readings and they both went wonderfully, and I loved it, so I came into work still on cloud nine. Well, that would end soon. There is a regular at the hotel. I've seen him plenty off times before, we've talked about all kinds of stuff, I thought he was just a cool guest with an affinity for the strip club (he goes every night he stays here). Well, he got back and everything and he walked by saying what I thought was "Night baby." But, I knew he was supposed to be straight so I just figured I'd heard wrong. Like, he's looked at me before. Most guys do. And that's not me being vain, its just me being honest. I'm not gorgeous, but I'm far from ugly, and I have an ass from the gods, so they look. haha Anyway, a little while went by and he called down asking for the password to the wifi. I gave it to him, and he said thank you and I hung up. He called back shortly afterwards. Said his wifi wasn't connecting and asked if I'd come up and fix it. I've had this happen many times. I figured he was just too drunk to hit the right keys (I have had this happen six times in the year I've worked here. Every time they just couldn't hit the right keys). Well, I say yes and walk towards the elevator and get this horrible nervous feeling. So, I do what I've done a few times when I felt worried about an encounter. Usually, I do it when a guest is drunk and angry, but I've done it before when I was afraid I wouldn't come back down from the room. I was sexually assaulted when I was younger, and I'll be damned if it happens again. Well, I get up there and he's in his underwear, and asks me to come get him on the internet. (Again, them being in their underwear is a normal thing. Guys are usually just too lazy to get dressed.) So I sign on and while I'm doing so, he tells me that he's trying to look up porn. I laugh and say okay, and he touches his underwear a few times. Then, after he's signed on, he asks if I'll help him find porn. And I'm like "Just go to google or something, I need to go back downstairs." Then, he proceeds to tell me that I'm hot, exposes himself and asks if I'll watch him...... I was like "No!! Sorry,, but no. I have to go." and he's like yeah, go ahead, and I leave. WHAT THE F*(K?!?! Seriously? So I spend the next few hours shaking and unable to stop jumping everytime the phone rings.

Day 4: Is today. :)

So, yeah. If this year is as exciting as the first three days have been, I don't know what I'm going to do.


I hope that you guys are having a great new year and had an excellent holiday season! I'm going to be telling my boss about this tomorrow. Wish me luck that this guy doesn't come shoot me for getting him banned from the hotel. I recorded the conversation and emailed it to myself for proof. But, now that I thought about last night again (well, night before last technically), I'm doing a bit better. ha :))

Love you guys!
Davy